July 26, 2012
As I ponder on a topic for today, I couldn't help but imagine what this place would be like in the 1800's. There may not be any buildings or street lamps or even the walkway outside our building. I see the fire hydrant and the willow tree by the dried creek, however, I have no prediction as to how old they may be. So much as changed over the past years, time just races. Already, two weeks have past; summer will be ending soon.
I would like to know how it would be like in the past and how it would be like in the future. Watching a movie recently, I remember how it talked about how people will always want to be in a different time period, never considering how lucky they are to be living in their own. I would be a perfect example.
Asking myself would it be better to experience the past and the future, or have time to stop, stop forever. If we had control of the 4th dimension, we would be able to control time. We'd make it stop, make it rewind, but never be able to make it speed up.
So many memories I have lost. Some of childhood I have completely forgotten, however, with these writings, I wish to never lose. I want to be able to recall my preschool classmates, every single one.
The agony and pain of knowing, yet not knowing...Knowledge I remember after the continuous learning every school year; however, events I have forgotten. Why are our brains so smart, yet we cannot even remember what we have done?
I will not leave in sadness after all. This has brought me happiness.